If I am being honest, I sometimes struggle with having an undivided heart. You see, something that was greatly instilled in me as a child, in addition to following Jesus, was having a deep sense of Patriotism. Both of my grandfathers were integral parts of this sense of Patriotism as they served our country so bravely and nearly sacrificially because they believe in something better and that was freedom that the USA poured into them. They pursued careers and worked hard their entire existence. Today, I see so much of that forgotten and to be real it infuriates me. My mind has always been black and white when it comes to these ideas. But, I digress, you might wonder what that has to do with having an undivided heart and rightly so. So here's my point- I viewed my passion for Christ and for my Country in separate boxes. I was often divided about what Christ says and what my deep seeded Patriotism tells me is so.
Now before you go crazy, let me say that I know Christ wins and that's where my focus should be, however I've come to concede a different view.
I live under the flag of Christ and under the flag of Christ there are many nations. God places passions and pursuits within us and they are not wrong- as long as your eyes and heart are not on them as your guide. If these ideas are held under the umbrella/flag of Christ as part of who you are, they are not wrong. Your heart belonging to Christ, can have different views and if they are not under the law of Christ- Christ will change them. If I am also being honest, I have been working on surrendering all things to this and accepting some things as part of who I am and that they are beautiful to Christ because I am accepting who I am in Him. Then I heard a song, a beautiful song called Undivided by Hannah Kerr, that reminded me where my focus should always be:
"I wont stand here before you and lift my hands in vain
when I worship
my heart wont sing any other name
you're my focus
my anchor
the anthem of my soul
I'm undivided
I'm undivided"
God dropped this into my heart and wow, I was reminded of what truly is important- surrendering all the things we don't understand and all the the things that God creates in us and allows us to be opens us up to true freedom. Freedom- after all that's what we all seek in our hearts- the freedom of knowing we belong to a nation, a King much Greater. I for one am grateful that we live in a country where we are freely allowed to celebrate these truths. That, my friends, is a blessing that only God can provide. Oh, how He loves us!! Happy Fourth of July and God Bless!